I've been having excruciating pain where my kidneys are that makes me double over, cloudy pale urine, nausea and fatigue, I'm pretty sure my alcohol, drug and energy drink consumption has been doing my kidneys and liver in, and I'm just going to let myself die.
Die when you're ready. I would not wish life upon anyone, least of all someone who does not want to continue. You will be missed. I want your PC, car, and any leftover pharmas.
@Magnum Also, fucking up your kidneys is probably one of the most painful ways to go if not the most painful way to go. I don't think I've ever seen somebody in more pain than when they're trying to pass a kidney stone.
Looked at them, what I need is a Hemlock Society publication. Also, Visine in a beverage tastes great.
Walk right outside, look for the maroon Audi with the Ron Paul sticker, and there is a $5 bill inside the glove compartment just for you.