You don't get it. I hate myself so much that I'm not going to be merciful and kill myself. It will give me more satisfaction in the long run.
You're not important enough to hate. Nor are you courageous and selfless enough to make a real difference in the world. Learn your place and embrace it. It's the only way you'll find solace.
The most important person in a human's life is its own life. Certainly, I'm not important enough to others, but I am to myself. I have plenty of courage and selflessness; it's real motivation which I lack. What is my place? Why should I embrace it? How will it give me peace?
If you live for yourself then everything you've lived for dies with you. Such short-sightedness must be shunned.
Biologically speaking you should be living for your closest relations. But if you're more altruistic and pragmatic than the average Human then you'd psychologically transfer your familial loyalties to your tribe. However, if you're American then I strongly encourage you to help destroy your nation by supporting a destructive ideology like fascism or socialism or progressivism or one of the money other isms that isn't libertarianism. That would help me out a lot. Thanks.
Wonderful ideas, the last bit made you sound like I was giving you a donation. Anyway, as I said before, I lack motivation. I live from day to day. When I think about the future there's a great "static", as though nothing were there. The past is unimportant except in the ways it continues to influence the present. My closest relations? I hate my mother, and my stepmother. My father and stepfather feel alien to me. My siblings are an exception, though I still feel like that's not enough. Why should I help out these causes? Perhaps if you were a little more inspiring...
You can either do it or whither away and die. It's your choice. From my POV you seem lost. This will give you direction? Inspiration? A reason to get up in the morning is inspiration enough. Doesn't even have to be anything substantial. Just look at all the bullshit people get worked up over on the internet. There are people out there fighting for the lives and liberty of themselves and their loved ones. And these retards are arguing about [insert first world problem here]! It's enough to make me sick. Spoiled, decadent profligates. But I don't care. The only people I have a genocidal hatred towards is interventionists. You can be anything you want but if you're an interventionist, regardless of your reasons, then you're my enemy for life. I forget where I was going with this. Just do what I say.
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